I've written 3 blogs since my last and haven't posted one. Things are getting too severe to be public. I want it to wash everything away and take me with it.
i'm not into blogging anymore, and i don't think i'm the only one. maybe there will soon be a mass blog deletion. it's just losing it's novelty and becoming something dark. especially now that there are things i can't write about. i'm not the person i pretend to be. i don't even know what kind of person i am. when i think of the real me, i see myself sitting in my room in silence staring at the white ceiling.
Monday, January 18, 2010
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i think its a good idea to have a place where the person you pretend to be can run free. we're all little blog people, like in a video game. trapped in the blog. and then you can have your real life to be the actual person you are. dont feel pressured with blogging. i've realized that i started blogging to reveal this inner-me sort of thing and it turns into me trying to create something i'm not. but even that teaches me something, i just never put that part in my blog.
ReplyDeletei feel the opposite. the real me is the blog.
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